I am sorry

Through all these 7 years

All these things that I kept from you

Doors to doors

I keep it closed

Couldn't find the courage

To face you right there and then

Staring at your picture

And here I say

Im sorry for having feelings for you

Im sorry for keeping this too long

Im sorry for liking you and your inperfections

Im sorry for not telling you

Im sorry for having hopes for us

Im sorry I've spent my life thinking about you

Im sorry for not having the guts to look at you in the eye

Im sorry for being me

Im sorry for watching you from far

Im sorry for thinking you might know me

Im sorry for being such an imbecile

Im sorry for keeping it from you

Im sorry for everything

And Im sorry for loving you

For long

I do not know how to face you in the future

Like a secret box, i keep you there un my heart

Always.

You are the best memories that I have.

End it

You got me wonder

You look so fine

An okay

A plus actually

Because all I see

Is only your pictures and posts

Comments and responds

Likes and replies

Because all I see

Is what you display on screen

Portraying the best side to be seen

For people like me

So you got me wonder

What are you like behind those screens

Who's been typing?

What's in the mind?

How bout the feelings?

And where on earth are you?

Feeling dread on knowing you

Like I know but I don't

So close yet so far

Touched but untouched

Together and separated

This friendship or whatsoever it is

Like a long thread hanging with no ends

Cause you got me thinking deep

The true and truly side of you

Because I really want to know you.

Terpendam

Pagi ku riang
Siang ku terang
Malam ku kelam

Dunia aku berputar pada waktu yang sama
Tak dapat ku fokuskan pada yang lain
Kau terlalu mengisi hati aku
Kau yang bermain di minda aku

Aku cukup senak
Semak
Rimas
Lemas

Cukuplah!

Buatkanlah aku lupa!

Tak pernah tercipta sejarah antara kau dan aku
Tak pernah walau seurat ayat
Tak pernah

Tapi bertahun aku di situ
Terperap terpendam
Terperuk dengan perasaan sendir
Kau tak pernah tahu!

Hidup aku tak pernah berhenti,
tanpa mimpi-mimpi penuh harapan
angan-angan senyum siang
tentang kau.

Aku ingin luahkan.
Tapi aku tak mampu.

Aku pasrah.
Tapi aku sakit.

Clock is ticking

Everyday

The norms, where the sun goes up

Then it goes down

Sometimes the moon rise

Or hidden behind sea of clouds

And it doesn't seem to matter

Except the fact that it shows

Time passed by

Time flows

Time's moving

So what are you doing?

What have you done?

What have you achieved?

Have the sun witnessed your accomplishments?

Reading doubts solving them out?

Reaching problems and make out some results?

What are you doing?

Ate you going to watch the time passed by?

Waiting for nothing as the clock is ticking?

Or you just didn't realise

Its actually a ticking of a hidden explosive system

Just to blow up your life

Unless you create some time

To blow back the unleashed fire.

Bulan

Biar angin membisik lagu

Bersama desiran dedaun 

dan aku jauh terbelenggu

Melepaskan jiwa dihentak sendu

Aku, jauh seperti bulan

Tak tercapai, tapi dilihat

Cantik di jauhan, dekat? Tak memikat

Berlepasan melihat bulan.

Ummi

Ummi
Dalam memikirkanmu aku tersenyum
Terkenangkan dirimu dan bau yang harum
Wajahmu tanganmu semua di hatiku

Ummi
Larut malam ku merindui mu
Pendam rasaku tiada yang tahu
Tabahkan hati ki hidup tanpamu
Oh apa maknanya tanpamu disisi ummi

Ummi
Sayang kasih cinta tak terluah
Terlalu membuak hingga melimpah
Ummi maafkan kenakalan aku ummi
Cinta mu tetap disisi aku.

Hati

Hati
Aku punya hati
Hati yang entah bila aku sedari
Hati yang hanya ilusi
Hati, zahirnya tak diketahui

Dulu, selalu aku doa supaya dikeraskan hati aku
Kerasnya bukan keras seperti kerasnya hati
Keras maksudku cekal,
Agar bukan airmata yang menitis.

Hati,
Begitu susah untuk dijaga
Mudah benar hati untuk jatuh
Susah benar hati untuk bangun

Wahai hati janganlah runtuh
Wahai hati janganlah halus
Wahai hati janganlah kayu
Wahai hati, bahagiakanlah aku.