Ahad, 29 Mei 2016

I am sorry

Through all these 7 years
All these things that I kept from you
Doors to doors
I keep it closed

Couldn't find the courage
To face you right there and then
Staring at your picture
And here I say

Im sorry for having feelings for you
Im sorry for keeping this too long
Im sorry for liking you and your inperfections
Im sorry for not telling you
Im sorry for having hopes for us
Im sorry I've spent my life thinking about you
Im sorry for not having the guts to look at you in the eye
Im sorry for being me
Im sorry for watching you from far
Im sorry for thinking you might know me
Im sorry for being such an imbecile
Im sorry for keeping it from you
Im sorry for everything
And Im sorry for loving you
For long

I do not know how to face you in the future
Like a secret box, i keep you there un my heart
Always.

You are the best memories that I have.